I had a tough night last night and Kathie D said it was the same for her. It was hard; I felt like I was mashed with weight, with resistance and I didn’t know anything. But this morning, before I got to the church, I was coming out of it, the pressure, and as I walked into the sanctuary I was giving God praise and thanks and laughing. During the opening as the laughter kept coming up I said, “I can’t do this,” and KD said, “Oh yes you can.” As the songs were playing, I kept praising and things started clearing up again. There was a presence of the Lord and I looked up and said, “Oh, it’s you.” That didn’t last long and my head went down between my knees; I felt so dumb, so stupid. I would look up and I would have to look back down, I couldn’t look where his presence was, no matter how many times I looked up, I couldn’t—I had to look down. That went on for five minutes or more. I know the Lord said to me, “You are like the Israelite with no guile, only you’re from Sarcoxie.”
I talked to KD and said, “Jesus is on this set.” She said, “I know it, there’s an anointing here. I don’t want to close my eyes because I don’t want to miss him.” I called Terre up on the set because God had told us in 2010, “Where two or three are gathered together in my name, there he would be in our midst.”
This morning I was awake about 6:30. Kathie went down to get coffee and when she came back (about 7:00), we had a discussion about the Creator. I don’t know who initiated it but I said, “You know, Jesus created all of us?” Now you want to know what I was thinking during the time the Lord was there on the set?
“This is the one that created me, talking to me.” Is that incredible?
Psalm 143 tells me who put me in this darkness:
3 For the enemy hath persecuted my soul, he hath smitten my life down to the ground; he hath made me to dwell in darkness, as those that have been long dead.
Today the Lord has brought me out of some of that darkness that the enemy has put me in; the sun is brighter than it’s been in years.
God bless,
Doyle Davidson
Servant and apostle of the Lord Jesus Christ
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