Originally posted April 28th, 2012
Last night I had a night vision. In it we were driving in cars, which had no tops nor windshields. We would drive, then stop and get out and buy food and drink then get back in our cars and drive. In one of those cars were two people, a man and a woman who I know very well. They wouldn’t look at me. When we stopped to buy food and drink, these two people shook my hand when we got out but would never look at me. Others talked and talked about me speaking—they kept talking about me speaking, but they would never let me speak.
God is showing me idolatry in the people around me. They don’t want to hear what I have to say, they want to eat and drink and rise up to play.
When Terry Mai went to heaven, all people’s fears, unbelief and witchcrafts dropped on me. In January 2009 Terry had been in the hospital. During the time the devil was attacking Terry and trying to destroy him, my eyesight started coming under such pressure I couldn’t even read with my glasses on. Just as Smith Wigglesworth said:
"God would have us so spiritual that we could have perfect discernment of the spirit of the people. If I can in a moment discern the spirit, whether it is quickening, whether the whole church is receiving it, whether my heart is moved by this power, then I can see the declination of positions, I can see the waning of positions, and I can see faith waning, and that will cause affliction and trouble to my life."
The Apostle Paul said in 2 Corinthians 6:
4) But in all things approving ourselves as the ministers of God, in much patience, in afflictions, in necessities, in distresses,
If you can see what Wigglesworth said about faith waning, you can see that’s exactly what happened when Terry went to heaven. People let down, stopped believing, stopped using their faith and fell away from the position they held which is what Wigglesworth described as the “declination of positions…the waning of positions…faith waning.” Everyone’s unbelief, witchcrafts, and fear came down upon me causing great afflictions, but God held me up and I am continuing to move forward every day. Amen.